Wednesday, January 26, 2011

一个人生活

一个人生活,歌里叙述的寂寞有点像我。不太喜欢林育群的版本,林凡的比较有feel~

叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情怎么会是这个结果
叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
感觉如果要走谁能说 NO
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情是个梦而我睡过头
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情是个梦而我睡过头

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Loneliness

Being alone travelling from Seremban to KL for already three weeks. So far so good. This is what I can say. Boarding the bus early in the morning was miserable. It was around 7.00am in the morning when I woke up. It has never been a hard task for me to wake up early every day as I already get used to it.


Reaching my class, as usual, i will sit at the forth row at the center, the seat at the left corner. As i got nobody to talk to, so,  timidly i sit at my place, observing around and ear-dropping people's talking.   Have i take the initiative to talk to others? No way! I' m too shy to do that. Whatever~The class seems strange to me, the environment and also the people around me. I have seen some familiar faces but unfortunately I don't know them well.  Many of the students there are hanging around in gangs, chit-chatting and discussing problems among themselves while the hardworking one will keep asking lecturers questions at the break time.


Today was an unlucky day. It started to rain cats and dogs when i stepped out from class  at 5.15pm. I got  no umbrella , so I just ran as fast as I can. As the results, my shoes got all wet, and extremely sticky inside. The stupid car drove past splashing some water on me. Oh God! At that moment, i felt so helpless of being alone. (thanks qiyang for the umbrella :)  )


I  tried my very best to get used to everything, studying alone, eating alone,  boarding the bus and LRT alone. I tell myself that this is what i will face when start working in KL afterwards. But still, the feeling of being alone was so bad...... :(


Today in the bus back Seremban,  I had a nice chat with a friendly Malay lady. She started talking to me when the crazy bus driver brought us to the wrong road with the heaviest traffic, and we ended up reaching Seremban an hour late. We chatted all the way back and the whole conversation was in Malay.  Not too bad... Haha~

Sunday, January 2, 2011

要开学了~

2011年2月2日                                                                                                                                     晴
今天是2011年的第二天。放假了几个星期,整个人变得懒散,后天就要独自一人到KL上课,心情有点复杂,又紧张又有点担心。这一次我打算冒险,一口气拿完三张papers 。一星期上三天课,其中两天上有两节课,每节课三小时,还有一天到9.30pm。还没尝试过,但一定会很累...巴士,LRT 转来转去,不晕才怪!哈!不管了!要开始为开学做准备了!